A Smorgasbord of Psychobabble

CONTEST!! 2 ARCs of Ally Condie’s Matched

2010-08-22T15:41:00.000-07:00

Hey everybody!! *crickets chirp*

Ahem, well, I know it's been awhile. I'm starting my second year of college TOMORROW. Insane right? ANYWAY, I'm mostly here to tell ya'll about this contest going on over at http://catchergoneawry.wordpress.com!! They're giving away 2 ARCs (Advanced Reader Copies) of Matched by Ally Condie. It won't be released until the end of November, so this is a great chance! Today is the last day to enter and it's really easy and free so, go on over and enter for your chance to win!

Cassia has always trusted the Society to make the right choices for her: what to read, what to watch, what to believe. So when Xander's face appears on-screen at her Matching ceremony, Cassia knows with complete certainty that he is her ideal mate . . . until she sees Ky Markham's face flash for an instant before the screen fades to black.

The Society tells her it's a glitch, a rare malfunction, and that she should focus on the happy life she's destined to lead with Xander. But Cassia can't stop thinking about Ky, and as they slowly fall in love, Cassia begins to doubt the Society's infallibility and is faced with an impossible choice: between Xander and Ky, between the only life she's known and a path that no one else has dared to follow.

--Product description for Matched by Ally Condie. Taken from http://www.amazon.com/Matched-Ally-Condie/dp/0525423648

It sounds like such a great book! I can't wait to read it! If by chance you don't win, click on the link to Amazon and go pre-order it! But anyways, I have to go! I'll try to update more often, PROMISE. XD If you're not already, go follow me on twitter, I update there fairly often, even if it is only about 140 characters per update...

PEACE

Hello! It's been awhile!

2009-09-03T07:48:00.000-07:00

ZOMG! HAI EVERYONEZ!!!

*breath* So.... Haven't talked to this journal in awhile. i've been a bit busy with my LiveJournal and College and homework and drinking soda to keep awake all day...


Blessings from the goddess Caffiena.

I'm happy though. I have Music, History, and English MWF, and Psychology and Art T/TH. =D

Gotta go. Psych is starting. TTYL! =D

ZOMG! Remember me?! (I rhymed! :D)

2009-05-18T13:37:00.000-07:00

Hello all! *dusts off the couch and sits down* It's been awhile hasn't it? My computer is the stupidest thing in the history of ever!!! It likes do do things like freeze and go slow at random moments of weird and bad. It much sucks.
I just finished the first section of my Chemistry core test! I think it went well! Yay me!

I seem to be using a lot of random

I'LL FINISH THIS LATER BAI!!!

In Which I Shamelessly Plug Many Things...Namely Kaleb and John (Two Masters of Awesomeness)

2009-04-18T20:55:00.000-07:00

I feel awesome today! I finished story number eight of my theme 100 challenge (you can either view it under the " My 100 Theme Challenge" link or "Original Writings" link in he sidebar. I'm really starting to love this challenge.

I stayed up way too late last night waiting for Kaleb Nation (The Twilight Guy for those who don't know) to post the full cover and trailer for his novel Bran Hambric: The Farfield Curse (for more info visit BranHambric.com or KalebNation.com or TwilightGuy.com or His Twitter or His BlogTV or His Youtube) They are AWESOME!!!! I seriously can't WAIT for 9-9-09! I spent most of my time today waiting for his BlogTV show (which was here in case you didn't get that...) during which he gave away the first signed copy of the cover (not to me) and a phone call (not to me) and Melanie (Which you can find at Msquared Productions) gave away a phone call (not to me) and a signed poster (by her and Kaleb) of Hannah Montana and Zac Efron (also not to me...sensing a pattern?). I'm not mad. I don't tend to win things. But it is okay because I had much chocolate, soda, and popcorn during the show! MWAHAHAHA!!!

For those who didn't guess (those people being everyone...) The aforementioned book was Paper Towns by John Green (for more info visit the Vlogbrother's Channel on Youtube or Sparksflyup.com. But, for any BEDA-ers that haven't heard of him: Go shoot yourself in the foot... Shame on you.) But that isn't the most recent one I read anymore. I just read his other book An Abundance of Katherines. I have now read all of his books. He is Amazeringering as well!

I got some BEDA Buddies, so hi to them! I'll be reading blogs and stuff tomorrow cause it's Sunday and there's nothing to do on Sundays! So I saved it for then...

I must now go sleep and read Wuthering Heights... Not at the same time of course...

BYE!!!

Even Moar random Statements of blah and Whuh?

2009-04-17T15:59:00.000-07:00

Hello People. I even still do Continue to Feel Like a Nation.

Nobody yet has Guessed What book I just Read... Which makes me Sad, for I shall soon read another... Then you Can't! I Are Much sleepy Today but I have a Pepsi Soda so that Should Keep Me awake...TGIF though. I Have the weekend And A day to Finish up my Part of the Gatsby Project...

Soooo... What's up Guys? I are has Foot. How about You? I much Likes foot. It does helps Me Stand Towards the Up Side. I'm not sure what to Do today. I maybe Shall go To the Library.

I got my Paper back today. It was Out of 100 and I got An 84. I Thought that my paper Was awesome. I tried to use a bit too long Of a quasi-Metaphor For the beginning Of my paper and he Didn't think it was to the Point enough... What is Though? What in life is Straight and To The point? I can't think Of Anything. It makes me Kind of Sad. I'll get Over it; it's Just one Paper. I have an A- in the class, thanks to that B, instead Of an A. I will Survive.

On a Happier Note: ♪Laaa!!♫

I found Out today that when We Run 2 laps every Morning in Dance 3, I run Faster than some of the Girls on the Track Team and I lap quite a Few People. This makes me happy.

I get to take a Nap soon! I are Muchly On the side Of Mega Tiredness and doth be Needings one. So Yay and Bedododo! For Nappage!

I are Much Leaved now.

Bye!

Moar nonsense That Makes no Sense...

2009-04-16T22:18:00.000-07:00

Hello People. I continue Feeling like A Nation. As I Get Little to No Comments on My BEDA posts, There I still have yet To Give Away, Five bucks to Those who guess What book I Just Read. It's Still going People...

Do you Know what happens When You accidentally push The Caps Lock key while Typing and Don't Notice? yOU END uP TYPING KIND OF LIKE tHIS AND tHEN WHEN YOU LOOK uP IT'S LIKE "damn IT!" Then you Unpush the Caps lock Key and continue typing...after you Fix What You just typed... That's what Happens when You Accidentally Push the caps lock key while Typing And Don't notice...

I am much Very Tired. I had to go To A Poetry discussion For a Robert Frost Poem at Seven and since I are Very Much tired, I shall not Finish My Homework and go To bed.

At least I BEDA'D My post today? Have You?

A quick Random bit Of Stuff

2009-04-15T22:17:00.000-07:00

Hello People. Wow, I suddenly feel Like a Nation.

So, I'm blogging Rather late tonight, for many Reasons which I May eventually get to.

Idol was quite Interesting tonight, Don't you Think? I'm glad that The judges Saved Matt. I don't By any means think he Will Win, but I'm Still glad that They saved him. He's an alright Singer. My bet Is that he and Lil will just End up going home Next week.

My teacher did Decide to push Back presentations For The Great Gatsby until Monday and Tuesday. I'm unbelievably happy About this for the main Fact that who can get a presentation Ready by tomorrow If We have to finish the book Itself Tonight. We need freaking Time to process And Gather our thoughts on what angle To come At This from.

I shouldn't Be up this Late, and I really mean That. I stayed up Way Too late reading once Again. I began reading At Nine and I refused to Go to Bed Until I finished That Novel because, Let me Tell You, It's freaking awesome and Is A Masterpiece. Five bucks To anyone who Can guess which Book I speak of.

Anyways, I should Probably Go to bed Now. I need to Get Up at six To Go to school. Meh. I would Rather Skip Dance 3 altogether tomorrow, but Alas, I Cannot. I Have big assignments due Tomorrow that Either I Turn in or I fail The class and In thus Doing So, Don't graduate. I Pick graduate.

I must go Sleep, but First I must Go Put my Pants into the dryer or Else I'll have to go to School tomorrow in the Snow, butt Naked... That could Get Mighty Awkward.

Goodnight To everyone and Allveryone... Cool, I Just created a Word of Mass awesomeness.

Go me!

Bye!

What you lookin' at?

2009-04-14T19:05:00.000-07:00

Helloo! Okay so much is going on right now. I have a project for my college English class due...Friday...I think. I'm not sure whether the teacher will push it to Monday due to absences or not. He's thinking on it. We're supposed to finish to chapter eight tonight. I'll probably finish the whole book. I love The Great Gatsby. It's one of my favorite books.

I have notes due for Dance 3 on Thursday. I'm crossing my fingers that Crystal will let me borrow hers...I'm so behind. I'm actually doing pretty well in that class, even though it's PE, and PE and I aren't very good friends. I have a B+ I'm hoping I can keep it up.

Chem and Math I have no worries on. I've got MORE than an A in both classes. Government is pretty fun. I'm doing pretty good, A there too.

Speaking of my Gov. class, did anyone see Idol tonight? My Lord, it's getting better and better. Danny made me wanna cry... It was beautiful! He's on the list of my frontrunners along with Kris and Adam. I loved Adam tonight (as I do most all nights... Save the atrocious Ring of Fire debacle. Nobody's perfect.). I love his range. I can't hit some of the note he can and that's kind of weird since I'm a girl and a soprano (the choral part not the mafia). Wow. Impressive. PLUS! He's SOOOOOOOOOO Quentin!!!!! (If you're not Loora, you won't understand this. Do not ask.) Kris was awesome too. I didn't know he had it in him. I don't know about you guys, but I find it HOT when guys work the high notes...

Anoop impressed me for the first time this season, and I actually didn't like Allison tonight (weird flip-flop here). I didn't think it was a good song choice for her. I love that song and usually I feel something, but when she sang it? Nada. Not a good week for Allison and me. This is weird because I usually say this stuff about Anoop. Anoop did something weird. He shocked me. I LOVED him! He made me melt!! I felt something from his song for the first time.

Matt is awkward. That's all I really can say. He's gone, fairly steadily, down on my likes list. He's in MY bottom three this week. Along with Allison and Lil. I've never liked Lil. Her voice just rubs me wrong. I think it may be time for her or Matt to go. Allison's still going strong, and though she's still in my bottom three, I think she'll make it through. I agree with the judges that she's the only girl that has hope left in this competition. She can lounge with the frontrunners on the sofa.

Okay enough of that drama!

I have discovered something new about myself today.

I managed to (finally) get my hands on Paper Towns by John Green at my school library today. IT IS MINE!!! (until May fifth...) I brought it home, I put in on my bedside table... It sounds like it'll be awesome but, just one part of it creeps me out... Which is why it's being covered by a blanket right now.

Have you ever felt like you're being WATCHED?

I have discovered that faces on books creep me out. I feel like they're staring at me. I'M NOT A PERSON WHO LIKE ATTENTION!!! I DON'T LIKE TO BE LOOKED AT! So first, I flipped it over. Then rather than some strange girl, I got to have a dude in glasses stare at me (I love you dearly, John. Nerdfighters forever! BEDODODO! But still...). Finally I covered the thing with my blanket and I am free.

What's that? Oh, yes, I am overly paranoid. I hate to have doors open when I'm in a room by myself too...

WHY DO THEY PUT FULL FACES ON BOOKS?!?! It's creepy! CREEPY I SAY! I know I'm usually oblivious, but one would think I'd have noticed this before... Though now that I think about it, there might be a reason I keep things like that in stacks...

Anywho, I'm gonna try to make a dent in my notes and reading. Good night everyone!

Bannannanananannananna? and Technology Sucks!

2009-04-13T23:01:00.000-07:00

I hate my computer. It's old and decrepid and it freezes MUCH MORE OFTEN THAN I'D LIKE! I have to rewrite my BEDA post because it froze before blogger saved. WHICH REALLY PISSES ME OFF!!

Me and Loora had a pajamma jammy jam last night! We had a princess movie night and watched Ever After and Enchanted while eating flavored wafer-like edible easter basket grass. Her basket was banana (banana? bananna? bannana? bannanna? Bannannanananannananna?) and since she doesn't like that flavor I got most of it! YAY! That stuff would have saved my parents a few days of cleaning every Easter if we had that when I was younger...

Her dog things that she'd bigger than she is and started bullying the next door neighbor's dog (who is like 6 times bigger than her yet ran away. Spike, you wuss! Lacey wouldn't hurt you!). It was cute! Lacey is adorable! She's a Lhasa-poo! They had to shave all her fur off because it was all matted when they got her, but it's growing back!

This morning I was checking my E-mail when Lacey came in and started whining when she saw Loora on the top bunk. I patted the bottom bunk and she came and cuddled with me for a couple hours. It was FUN! I love their dog!

Well, it's the last day of spring break, meaning that I have to go to school tomorrow! Meh. Tired. I need sleep now so I'm not totally drained tomorrow.

Night everyone!

The funniest thing I've ever heard...and that's saying something...

2009-04-12T15:12:00.000-07:00

First and foremost, I must thank Maureen for this.

Hilarious, no?

I laughed so hard I almost wet myself.

Kudos to the great Maureen!
Bedododo!!!

Yus! So, I woke up not too long ago! I remember I had a weird dream. But, I do not remember what it was about! I just remember being weirded out... THAT EVER HAPPEN TO YOU?

Sorry, had to stop for a minute! Just went to 7-11 and got sooooooda!!! I am now all sticky cause Mark's cherry Coke leaked ALL FREAKING OVER ME!!!

Anywayz! Not much more time to write today! I'm going to stay at Loora's howse!!! We're gonna have a much fun day with all the easter fun-ness and candy sugar-ness!!! YAY!

Talk at you tomorrow, mine peeps! OOH! PEEPS! *NOM!*
Hope you have a good Easter!

If you can't take the heat, don't tickle the dragon.

2009-04-11T11:12:00.000-07:00

The title comes from one of the things I saw in the catalogue for "The Pyramid Collection". You can see the picture ^^^ up thar. If you haven't heard of them go check them out NOW by going here.... YOU FEEL COMPELLED TO!!! They's awesomeness!!!

Anyways! I just woke up a bit ago and have been trying to fully wake up! Just a bit drowsy still. I had a much awesome breakfast of ramen and egg rolls! Japanese cuizine + Chinese cuizine = EPIC NUMMYNESS!!!!

I stayed up way too late again last night. The good news? I finished the prologue of my story! the BAD news? I'M FREAKING TIRED.... Maybe my brother will buy me anuvver soda today....mmmmm caffine.....

Sooooooo... ♫WHAT SHOULD I DO TODAY?♪

I got a stack of movies. A bunch of books... A BAJILLION video games (okay so most of them are Mark's). A shiny, silver spoon from Disneyland (that Cassandra brought back for me. No, I'm not cool enough to actually have BEEN THERE). Ummm....

Meh.

Maybe I'll find a place to put a puzzle togevver or something.

HRMMM.... It's Daniel's birfday today!!! Let us all sing! *ahem*

♫Hippo birdies to Daniel. BAAA! Hippo birdies to Daniel! BAAAA! Hippo birdies to DAAAAAAAANIEL!! BAAA! Hippo birdies to Daniel!!! BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!♪

My friend Loora made that song up! Go her!

*cheers* Bedododo!!!!

Speaking of Bedododo!

Did everybody see Alex's video featuring Charlie this morning? Was that not completely exellent? I couldn't stop laughing for 10 minutes! Dear Lord, I love those boys! Maybe I should start a club! Called... "We ♥ Alex and Charlie...Or ELSE..."

lol... or not...

Appreciate the monkey picture! It took me a half hour to get the damn thing on here! My old and decrepid computer froze 6 times! Be grateful! ^^ No I didn't draw it, I found it online.

Anywayz! Back to The Pyramid Collection! There is this awesome dress that I MUST HAVE!!!

It goes with this capelet:

CUTE, HUH? I want it to wear to Purple and White, AKA Senior Prom! I just hope I get a date! ^^

ANYWHO!

I musht go now!
Thanks for reading!
BAI BAI!!!!

BEDA!!!!!! and babbles!

2009-04-10T10:14:00.001-07:00

Um... I don't really know what I'm doing, but I'll go with it!
This is me joining BEDA (Blog Every Day April)...*EPICLATENESS!*
YAY!!!

Jumping on the Bandwagon!!

So... This whole project JUST MIGHT get me blogging regularly! (and maybe...people will read it... HUZZAH!!!)

Okie-dokie...

What have I been up to lately? welll....

Reading as usual!
I've been re reading the Twilight Saga for kicks and giggles and Jumping Jacks! I also (epicfinallyness) read Pride and Predjudice!!! AWESOME BOOK LET ME TELL YOU!!! I didn't understand what they were saying half of the time, but I found all of it much funny and had much fun!

I've taken 3 college classes so far (and am in 2 right now. 3+2= 5) and YES, I are only a senior in high school. WOOT!!! SO Math 1050 and English Lit. this trimester. We are currently reading "The Great Gatsby" which is one of my favorite books of like ever... And math as we know it is EPICEVILNESS cause I don't likes it. I are somewhat good at it, but I still much don't likes it. Our substitute last week even said that he doesn't even use what he learned in Math 1050.

I'm doing another challenge besides BEDA!!! It's a theme 100 challenge!! I get to write 100 stories based on 100 different words/phrases (as some have more than one word) I is so exciterid!! If ya'll want to read and lemme know what you think, click on either:

My 100 theme challenge link in the sidebar over thar ----->
OR click on the original writings link over thar as well ----->

All the stories are over on those two places. (in...those two places...meh.) But the "Original writings" link takes you to ALL my writerings (includering my stories of randomness and short stories and POEMS!! yayness!)

Um what else? My big brother's birthday (say that five times fast) is tomorrow... He shall be a rather redundant 22. I might shall text him at 3 AM just to be the annoying little sister I is. hehehe....

Uhm.....I are wearing shorts!! Now, you may ask..."Why is this such news?" Well, I detest shorts. But these ones? I loves them! They have many pockets!!! And I love pockets!!!! I may just wear these to school on Tuesday! WOOT!

Why not Monday? CAUSE IT IS SPRING BREAK!!!! No school from yesterday to Monday. We has to go back on Tuesday... Sad...

Anywho...

Since I'm joining BEDA late, maybe I'll blog 9 days into May. Heck, maybe I should blog eveyday until Graduation...that'd be cool. hard but cool. Lemme know what you think.

I'm gonna go now... so much Ramen and movies and books... So little time.... lol plus my other big brother whose birthday is not tomorrow is gonna buy me a soda when he gets home in a couple hours! YAY!!!! I may go run around outside for a bit.

Till tomorrow, everybody!
Laterz!

(As said by Nerimon the Great and Wonderful in a REALLY high-pitched voice...): BAI BAI!!!!!!
Love you Nerrie!!! *glompage*

Yeah, I don't feel so good. My leg is haunted.

2009-02-19T09:00:00.000-08:00

I've been gone for awhile...HELLO! I've been sick for about a month now. I just wish it would go away...

I have a 4.0!!!! yay me!!!!

Been reading Pride and Prejudice. Great. Book. Fullstop!

Blah blah blah....meh.

I are going to see the play!!!! It's "Meet Me In St. Louis". I've never heard of it, but my daddy has! ^^

My choir concert is next wednesday. I might has a solo! w00t! :)

ok babbling over...

bye

A Smorgasbord of Psychobabble

2008-10-03T20:29:00.001-07:00

I know human beings are inherently selfish, but PLEASE!!!

2008-09-22T16:13:00.000-07:00

Ok there's been some illness of selfishness that's been going around the internet... It must be contagious or something... But that's a misconception for ya, ends up running amok and everyone gets the wrong idea in their heads.

For those of you who have no idea what in the blazes I'm talking about, I'll let you in on the not-so-recent news: Midnight Sun (The story by Stephenie Meyer, being Edward's point of view of the happenings of the first book. Wow, this clarification took longer to explain than the actual sentence...) was leaked onto the internet.

If you've heard this news, you also must've heard or maybe even thought something rather akin to "Stephenie is punishing all of us for the wrongdoings of one person!" An easy, albeit selfish, conclusion to come to. But in case no one has let you in on it (though it's not a secret), here's the scoop:

Stephenie was never punishing us for anything!

This is something people need to understand... I did from the beginning! I never understood why people were saying she was punishing us or anything of the sort! She's taking a step back for the sake of the story itself. That's a mark of a great writer in my book (no pun intended)!

She made the right decision in putting it on hold.

She started the whole thing for herself in the first place and I believe that's how she should finish it, so what the fans read is what she indended the essence of the story to be, not what came out as a result of pressure to just get it done with. Its a highly emotional story and you can't write a story like that without the right feelings inside yourself.

Another thing, I'm sure she knows that we'd all love to hear the full story. Alot of people seem to think that she is ignorant of this. She knows how much her fans love her writing. However that's not really the factor involved here.

And even though we all want to read it, we can't be selfish in this. We need to ask ourselves: "Do we want this story to have the same quality and passion that made us love the others?"

OF COURSE WE DO!!!

Would we love the series as much if it were another streamline story that's been done one trillion times over again? No. We loved this story for many reasons, mainly just the overall quality and love Stephenie's put into these novels! These stories have heart. They have something for everyone to enjoy. If it were just another streamline vampire novel, not many people would've looked twice at it. What makes us pick these novels up again and again? The overall composition of the story. The passion and all over great feeling we get from it.

These feelings don't pop out of thin air. They aren't the easiest things to write well. So many writers have tried and failed to pull off emotions because they didn't have it in themselves at the time.

Think about it, when you're writing something in your blog, like that one really cute guy who sits in front of you in math class turned around and talked to you...and actually KNEW YOUR NAME! Or for the guys, the really hot head cheerleader you've been crushing on for over a year agreed to go to prom with you. Would this mean anything to you without emotion? No.
Would you be writing it down emotionless going:

"Yeah, he/she talked to me today... blah blah blah..."

I think not. It would be something akin to:

"OMFG!!! You'll NEVER GUESS WHAT HAPPENED!!! *insert name here* talked to me today!!! TALKED! To ME!!!! AHHHH!!!!!"

Without the right emotion its as exciting as if you were saying:

"Yeah... I brushed my dog's teeth this morning..."

Without emotion its nothing. You like to experience things because of the feelings you get when you do. And if something is worth the time it takes to experience it, its worth the time it takes to make that something the best experience it can be.

I believe that Midnight Sun is something worth experiencing... Its worth the wait to experience it the way it was meant to be experienced. If Stephenie needs to step back, take a breather and let her emotions guide her way back to writing it the way it was meant to be written, so be it. I say let her take all the time she needs.

I know humans have the tendancy to make everything about themselves, but this is ridiculous. Get over it people. It's honestly not all about you. Be patient and it'll come when it comes.

I don't know about you, but I'll be waiting with open arms when it does...

random HTMLness!

2008-09-02T11:37:00.000-07:00

I solemnly swear that I'm up to no good...

Look! A marquee! Innit Spiffy!?

Sirius Rocks⁴⁷

SEVERUS Rocks⁴⁷

Sirius: NO I DO!!!

Hello

My

name

is

Emily

I Ate A Really Nummy Sammich This Summer!!!

The Marauders Are:

Moi! = Sirius Black
Laura! = James Potter
? = Remus Lupin
? = Peter Pettigrew
Keef! = Regulus Black

hahahaha!

It's schoolhouse Rocky, SCHOOLHOUSE ROCK!!!

2008-09-02T11:04:00.000-07:00

It's SCHOOL TIME!!!! I is in Web Design class!! Hai! *waves*
We're working wifth HTML right now! ^^ Learning Color!!! W0ot!!!!
Mine lookis..REEEEEEEEELY EsQwall!!!
I love schoolhouse rock.
yes.
mmmmmmmmmmmhhhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmm...

Look! A marquee! Innit Spiffy!?

kthxbai!

(not so) Private Emotion

2008-08-20T15:12:00.000-07:00

And dear God, I love that song with a passion. Damn you Laura for addicting me to Ricky Martin!!!!!! This is all your fault!!!!
Ok so I haven't updated in awhile...
What else is new? I never update like I should!
Ok so... Registration for senior year is tomorrow! Good times. Good times.
I took EVERY SINGLE college course my school offers. I have to buy all my books for the classes. ALL 5 OF THEM. My math book alone costs $100... USED... AHHHHHHHH!!! stupid spensive books! Why did I have to try to kill myself this year?!?!? well... with the work load thing... eh, you get the picture....
What else what else...?
OH yeah! Harry potter 6 (as I'm sure you've heard) has been moved until July of TWO THOUSAND-FREAKING-NINE!!! 2009!!! Damn the Warner Brothers to hell with Barney and Michael Jackson...
If Jess ever sees that last comment she'll slit my throat while I'm asleep...
But on a positive note! Since Harry Potter dropped the November spot, guess who picked it up... TWILIGHT!!!!!!! (again you've probably heard already) forget 12-12-08 it's 11-21-08!!!!! Can't wait! Siriusly can't wait!!!!
deep breaths... deep breaths.... OK I'm fine now...
um.
My friend Lindsay is moving back to Philadelphia. So sad. So true... Brain! enough with the song references.
I am now officially 17. and Yesterday was my "supposed to be" birthday. silly, impatient me came early on July 28th!!! oh well... Impatience. It's been in my nature since the beginning... ^^
But yes!
I'm reading an exellent series called Chasing Mathesons. Haven't heard of it have you? Not surprised. Don't go checking your libraries. You won't find it there. I WISH you could, but ya can't. They are however posted on an oh-so-wonderfully nifty website called fictionpress.com. The stories (of which there are 3) are written by the oh-so-wonderful-and-completely-amazing JD Allen. Jennifer D. Allen, You are a goddess. Siriusly! These stories are completely of the hook man.
It starts off with "Visions of You" moves into "Story of You" and then finally "Speaking of You". I've siriusly never been so in love with characters before... and to any and all who know me that seems to be a completely-scary-and-insane thought that's impossible to fathom.
Read the stories and they'll (To paraphrase Deb (who you'll meet in the story)) Help you fathom. They are the greatest characters since (prepare to faint) THE CULLENS. Siriusly! They're that freaking awesome!!!!
I laughed, I cried, but mostly laughed!!!!! The ingeniusness is astounding!!!! Her work is amazing! I love it all!!!
I first met Jen (hope she doesn't mind me calling her "Jen") with her story "Six Feet From Paradise" which was one of the single most, amazingly written, heartbreakingly beautiful stories I've ever read in my life. (It would be one hell of an amazing movie. All of her stories would!) I then read "Much Better" which I did vote for at SKOW and it won... (not a shocker there)
I'd never read the "Chasing Mathesons" series until Saturday night when I started the first one and nearly got myself grounded for staying up until nearly four thirty in the morning because I needed to finish it. I was ADDICTED!!! I have only been able to read for short periods of time because everyone hogs all the computers and so finally yesterday, I finished the series. IT WAS THE GREATEST!!!! I bow at Jen's feet!!!! If these don't get published someday I will siriusly cry.
but yes!
Siriusly peeps! Go read the greatness that is the Works of JD Allen!!!! she's freakin awesome!
But now... I'm gonna go read the series again...and eat chicken cup a ramen!
peace! out!

100 themes challenge list

2008-07-27T19:25:00.001-07:00

Hi everyone! So, I've decided to take on these challenges... A challenge to write 100 fics... Based on these themes! Are you excited?!?! I am!!! "What are the 100 themes?" well... *imitates tv game show announcer voice* heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeere they are! the bolded ones I have completed! you can view the whole collection here @ http://theme100.blogspot.com/

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Rot
6. Break
7. Heaven
8. Away
9. Cut
10. Breathe
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Spit
17. Blood
18. Under
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. War
22. Mother
23. Distastefull
24. Want
25. Lurking
26. Europe
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Urban
30. Rain
31. Flower
32. Night
33. Wrath
34. Moon
35. Walk
36. Precious
37. See
38. Abandoned
39. Dream
40. 4:29 PM
41. Citric Acid
42. Still
43. Die
44. Two Roads
45. Two Guns
46. Drop
47. Dirt
48. Young
49. Preservatives
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Old
53. Desecrate
54. Tower
55. Need
56. Biohazard
57. Sacrificial
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Desert
61. Fairy Tale
62. Voodoo
63. Do Not Disturb
64. City
65. Horrorific
66. Snow
67. Drum
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mislead
73. I. Can't.
74. Confrontation
75. Mirror
76. Broken
77. Testament
78. Drink
79. Balk
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Positive
83. Heal
84. Cold
85. Sick
86. Seeing Red
87. Hunger
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drown
92. Rape
93. Iron
94. Soft
95. Advertisement
96. Storm
97. Safety
98. Puzzle
99. Alone
100. Gone

Life, The Universe, and Everything!

2008-07-23T00:16:00.000-07:00

I am completely obsessed with twilight right now! ^^ Greatest Book (and soon to be movie, December come faster dangit!!!) EVER!!!!I'm sirius!!! when you hear thunder (from the heat. my god why must it be so freaking hot??) and think 'oh, baseball time...' you know you've read it a whole freaking lot....also, when in one week you can't count how many times you've read it on one hand... yeah... I have read it a grand total of TWELVE TIMES this week.
Hi I'm Me... and I'm a Twilight addict...
Everyone else: WHO ISN'T?!?!?!!? OME!!!!
Steph is a genius!!! she's my hero! and thanks to her I'll never find a guy! how am I supposed to find a guy with thoughts of the ever-so-perfect Edward Cullen *insert major swoonage here* floating around?
soo... the new book is coming out August 2nd... and I want it... Any volunteers to buy it for me? please!? you could count it as a birfday prezzint! dat's right! in a grand total of five days!!! I will be SEVENTEEN!!!!!!!!!!! I cannot wait!!!!
and yes... The movie comes out 12-12-08 and I will see it. I don't care what I have to do!!! early christmas prezzint anyone?
laura and I are going to Lagoooooooooooooooon! either thursday (tomorrow! eep!) or saturday.... we's gonna ride like everything! is gonna be soooooooooooooooooo much fun!!!!!!!!!!! know what would be even funner?! if they strapped you to a life size edward cullen and let you ride through the forest at top speeds clinging to his perfectness! probably too dangerous though... OH WELL! WHO FREAKING CARES!??!?!?!?
this summer is going by megafast! and now my ear itches... AH better... i is listening to Clair de Lune by Debussy. it's awesome! ok need to end this really late night/early morning rant and go to bed. I needs sleep...
nighty night all ya loonehs!
peece...

The 12 Marauder days of Christmas!!!

2008-06-22T22:08:00.000-07:00

The 12 Marauder days of Christmas!!!

James- Hey, guys? Wouldn't it be cool if there were more days of Christmas than just one?

Sirius- What made you think that up?

James- I Dunno... It's just that Christmas ends so fast. Wouldn't it be cool if it were longer?

Remus- How many days are you thinking James?

James- Hmm... Twelve!

Peter- Twelve?! That's sure a lot! Why twelve?

James- Yeah! Twelve! It's a good number! I can imagine it now!

♫♪

James- On the first day of Christmas my Lily gave to me...

Sirius- A Snitch on top of the tree!

James- No! I wasn't gonna say that!

Sirius- On the second day of Christmas my fan girls gave to me...

James- Two kisses each!

Remus- Sounds plausible...

Sirius- And a snitch on top of the tree!

James- Sirius!!

James- Remmy! Your turn! Go!

Remus- Um...OK. On the third day of Christmas my best friends gave to me...

Sirius- Three new books!

Remus- Really? Thanks!

Peter- Two kisses each?

James- Uh-Huh!

Sirius- And a snitch on top of the tree!

James- Stop it!

Remus- Peter give it a try!

Peter- O-on the fourth day of Christmas my Mother? Gave to me?

James- Four scolding words!

Sirius- That's your mother James...

James- Oh yeah...

Remus- Three new books!

James- Two kisses each! And-

Sirius- A SNITCH ON TOP OF THE TREE!

James- Knock it off!

Regulus- Can I try?

James and Remus- When did HE get here?

Regulus- On the fifth day of Christmas my parents gave to me...

James and Sirius- FIVE QUIDDITCH TEAMS!!!

Regulus- Hey!

Peter- F-Four scolding words.

James- Three new books!

Remus- Two kisses each...

James- And a-

Sirius- Snitch on top of the tree!

James- I said stop it!

Lily- Can I have a go?

Sirius- No girls allowed!

James- Sure! Go ahead!

Lily- On the sixth day of Christmas my teachers gave to me...

Sirius- Six perfect scores...

Lily- Jerk...

James and Sirius- FIVE QUIDDITCH TEAMS!!!

Regulus- Guys!

Remus- Four scolding words...

Peter- Three new books...

James- Two kisses each! And-

Sirius- A snitch on top of the tree!

James- But I'm a CHASER!

Lily- Sev! C'mon! You next!

Sirius- No Fugly people!

Severus- On the seventh day of Christmas my true love gave to me!

Sirius and James- Seven potion kits...

Severus- I heard that!

Sirius- Six perfect scores...

Lily- Stop it, Sirius!

James and Sirius- FIVE QUIDDITCH TEAMS!!!

Regulus- Ugh.........

James- Four scolding words!

Remus- Three new books!

Peter-Two kisses each!

Sirius- And a quaffle hits James in the knees!

James- Oww...

Dumbledore- On the eighth day of Christmas the students gave to me...

Remus- Dumbledore?

Dumbledore- Eight pairs of socks!

James- Seven potion kits...

Severus- Hey!

Sirius- Six perfect scores...

Lily- I said stop!

James and Sirius- FIVE QUIDDITCH TEAMS!!!

Regulus- Four scolding words?

Peter- I guess so...

Remus- Three new books!

James- Two kisses each!

Sirius- And a bludger barely misses Lily!

James- AH! NO!

Narcissa- On the ninth day of Christmas Widdle Siwius gave to me...

Sirius- Nothing!

Narcissa- How rude...

Dumbledore- Eight pairs of socks!

Sirius and James- Seven potion kits...

Severus- Stop.

James- Make me.

Sirius- Six perfect scores...

Lily- I said QUIT IT YOU JERK!!!

James and Sirius- FIVE QUIDDITCH TEAMS!!!

Regulus- I give up...

Peter- Four scolding words...

James- Three new books!

Remus- Two kisses each!

Sirius- And James' broom is history!

James- Not my broom!

Lucius- On the tenth day of Christmas Narcissa gave to me...

Regulus- Ten money bags!

Narcissa- Shut up! I did not!

Regulus- Uh-huh...

Sirius- NOTHING!

Dumbledore- Eight pairs of socks!

James- Seven potion kits...

Severus- Arg...

Sirius- Six perfect scores...

Lily- SIRIUS I'M WARNING YOU!!!

James and Sirius- FIVE QUIDDITCH TEAMS!!!

Remus- Four scolding words...

Regulus- Three new books!

Peter- Two kisses each!

Sirius- And a hot cake that is really yummy!

James- Sirius! That's mine!

Voldemort- On the Eleventh day of Christmas the death eaters gave to me.

Regulus, Lucius, and Severus- MY LORD!

Voldemort- WORLD DOMINATION!

Regulus- That's not eleven things...

Lucius- Ten money bags!

Narcissa- UGH....

Sirius- NOTHING!

Dumbledore- Eight pairs of socks!

James- Seven potion kits...

Sirius- Six perfect scores...

Lily- SHUT UP BLACK!!!!

James and Sirius- FIVE QUIDDITCH TEAMS!!!

Peter- Four scolding words...

Remus- Three new books!

Regulus- Two kisses each...

Sirius- Remmy, Everyone is mad at me...

Remus- Not surprised...

Orion- ♫♪On the twelfth day of Christmas my two sons gave to me...♫♪

Regulus- Dad?

Sirius- DADDY!

Orion- No smiling! Twelve meat cigars!

Sirius- Those are hot dogs dad...

Voldemort- WORLD DOMINATION!

Regulus- Not eleven things!

Lucius- Ten money bags!

Narcissa- Lucius!

Sirius- NOTHING!

Dumbledore- Eight pairs of socks!

James- Seven potion kits...

Sirius- Six perfect scores...

Lily- That's it! I'm telling Dumbledore!

James and Sirius- FIVE QUIDDITCH TEAMS!!!

Sirius- Four scolding words...

Remus- Three new books!

James- Two kisses each...

Lily- *kisses James on cheek*

James- And I think I'll name our son Harry...♪♫

Testing...Testing...1-2-3...Testing...

2008-04-28T10:07:00.000-07:00

I hate core tests....
So, SO BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was finished with this stupid thing AWHILE AGO!!!! well...friday...but still!

Math is making no sense....
I hate adding probabilities.... its so confuzzling....
the school computers suck!
they won't let me go to DEVIANTART or FF.net or FP.com ARG!!!!!

Work is starting to REALLY tick me off...I really hate the way they're treating me.
They swear at me all the time. Last night there was a meeting and i couldn't go because everyone who can drive (legally) was asleep, not home, or didn't have enough gas. Tracy got all mad at me because of it. IT'S NOT MY FREAKING FAULT!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm sorry that i can't drive yet.

I am also sick of feeling like i am babysitting everytime i go to work.

I am sick and tired of the way i'm being treated....not only by my work but by my family as well.
Everyone has been treating me like crap!!!
I hate it!
anyway.....
I think i'm going to be looking for a new job...
preferably at shopko or kent's or something...
As for at home? i'm longing for the day i can get out of the festering hellhole!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

I am exhausted.
I am worn out.
I need a freaking VACATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Get me out of here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fire! Fire! We're on fire down here, help! Flames crackling, marshmallows toasting, save us!

2008-04-21T10:40:00.000-07:00

Fire! Fire! We're on fire down here, help! Flames crackling, marshmallows toasting, save us!

but really, i wish we had a bonfire....toasty marshmallows....yummy...i'm hungry...i gets to go to lunch soon...yay food!

OH! BTW!
I wrote a kick butt essay for english! i shall paste it here!

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VVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVV Sucky Arrows!

In this world we rely on machines for a great deal of things, for transportation, for information, and for entertainment. We also rely on them for much of the work that is done in our society—work that we could do ourselves. Machines have so much importance in our lives that we have become dependant upon them to survive. Doing things by hand has become highly underrated in our lives. Truth be told, it’s much better to do work by hand than using machines or robots to do it for us.
If the power is out in an office building or a school, what do we do? In many cases, work ceases, production comes to a standstill, and employees/students start playing around and talking to/texting their friends/coworkers. I mean HOW could they POSSIBLY get the report done for the boss, or write that don’t-do-it-and-you’ll-fail term paper, without a computer??? Well, ladies and gentlemen, it’s something called handwritten. I know it may not seem familiar, but way back in the nineties, we picked up a pen and paper and WROTE BY HAND. Gasp! By hand?!?! That’s impossible! Actually it’s not. It’s a good strategy to write it by hand first before putting it into the computer. That way, if there IS a computer or electric malfunction you don’t lose all your work. You can still do what needs to be done.
When one puts something into the washer or dishwasher and it comes out unclean, one usually gets mad at the machine rather than taking the blame on oneself. Ask yourself why machines were invented. Was the reason “To make it more efficient”? Or “So I don’t have to do it”? My vote is on the second. Why do we have dishwashers? So we don’t have to do it ourselves. We’re humans! We don’t like to do stuff if we can find a way around it! We don’t want to mop the kitchen floor if there is a way we can make our little brother do it! WE ARE LAZY!!! It’s just a fact! Doing things by hand is more responsible. You rely on yourself and your own strengths to do what needs doing…even if it means missing the newest Deal or No Deal to wash the dishes. It’s important to rely on yourself for things. If you are constantly relying on someone else, you don’t really have a purpose. If someone else is just going to do it for you, you might as well be replaced by a tree…or something more useful.
Remember back in kindergarten when you were such an artist and you came home saying ‘Mommy! Mommy! Look what I finger painted today!’ You were so happy and so proud of yourself. Do you think it would have been as good a memory if you hadn’t done it yourself? ‘Mommy! Mommy! Look what the computer made for me today!’ Doesn’t have the right ring to it does it? When you make something all on your own, you get more gratification from it. It’s more rewarding. You get those experiences and memories, whereas if a computer did it all for you, you’d probably forget all about it within a couple of hours. Things you make yourself usually have more value to you. Would you rather have someone draw something for you or just print something off the computer? The hand drawn picture means they really thought about giving you something they knew you’d enjoy. There’s more love in the hand drawn gift.
Doing things by hand is much better than using machines. It makes you more responsible, it’s more gratifying, and you can still do it if the power is out and all you have is a candle or a flashlight. We need to stop relying so much on machines, otherwise, before we know it, the world will be made up of computers and machines. We’ll be replaced by robots. The world has too much that we’re missing because the machines do it for us. We should rely on ourselves as much as possible. Who knows when all these robots will take over and make us COMPLETELY obsolete?

i has to go now...bye bye mine friendlies......
and if you ever think you are taking life too seriously remember these words......

LET'S MAKE BISKITS!!!!!!!!

Mano a Mano. Just you and me and- OOH! CUPCAKE!

2008-04-14T11:58:00.000-07:00

Hello to mine fellow freakilies....
It is I...once again...in class...
Haven't blogged in awhile... hmmmm....
I had sammiches for munch....! ^^ twas good my froglies...twas very good...
I is now done wif mine assignment and am bored out of my gourd....
I hash to work today...dat sucks...
hmmm... what have I been up to?
...
...
...
OH!!!
NEWS FLASH!!!!!!!
♫dun Dun DUN!!!!♫

I am Learning to drive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!♪♫♪♫

I wish i had a cupcake for one moment of lunch i wish i had a cupcake a chocolate one
I'm in love with my lunch and need something to munch i wish i had your cupcake. ALL MINE!!

Woo!
hmmm...now what???

I want to go home....i ish ti-red... tie-red... RED TIE!?!?! AHHHHHH!!!

SCHLEEPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I must go..

A ree va der chee mine friendlies...

Goodbye mrs gloop! adeu! aufweidersehen! gasundheit! farewell...

A film by kirk...

2008-03-28T11:35:00.000-07:00

i am making a movie in Adobe Premiere CS3. I'm in my multimedia class right now.
i'm already done except for making all the pictures zoom in and out... ☺
I just ate lunch...i had a sammich..and a bread stick and large cheese and sauce...

35 minutes left in this class...hmmm...what to do...?

*dances to caramelldansen* :)

BYE BYE! ♥

Oy with the poodles already...

2008-03-27T10:14:00.000-07:00

hello! i is writing this from school! I is waiting for my teacher to give me my second review on a paper i wrote. then i should be able to correct it and write my final draft.

I has to work today. I don't want to. i'm tired..i wanna go home and sleep. but right now i'm hungry...what should I have for lunch? i don't know...

maybe a sammich...
or a breadstick and CHEESE!!! and sauce....
or a different type of sammich...oh well...g2g BYE!!!

YEEEEEEEEE!!!! ^^

2008-01-16T14:13:00.000-08:00

he asked me out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
how happy am I right now...
even though he can't come to the dance w/ me cause he's baby sitting that night, he wants to take me to to dinner and a movie on Saturday! eeee!!!!!!!!
I'm thrilled! i just gotta work saturday out with...work...:)
happiest girl alive right now.
No...
SERIOUSLY....^^
yay!

it's the psychobilly freak out!

2008-01-12T09:39:00.000-08:00

ok I finally asked Ben out! and now I am freaking out.
excuse me while i scream...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

thank you...

ahem...where was I?

Kieth and Laura know essentially what he's going to say...and they won't tell me!!!!
I'm going crazy here!!!!!

I need to get this all out somehow...my seven hour shift at work might help a little but not much. I haven't been able to get my mind off him since...eighth grade...
but this is a gazillion times worse than that...
I mean...
will he say yes?
if so how?
when?
where?
will it be embarrassing?
or
Will he say no?

and then my heart shatters and I'm this close to crying...

I just wanna know whether or not I'm going to be crying for the rest of my life!!!!
maybe I'm exaggerating a little bit...but I really don't think I am!
I have been in love with this guy since 8th grade...I have loved him for three years!!!
this is not just going away overnight!!!!
this is the biggest thing I've done in...oh...FOREVER!!!! I don't want my heart shattered into a GAZILLION PIECES!!!

so to put it frankly...I'M FREAKING TERRIFIED!!!!

...ok it's all into words now...so if Kieth or Laura is reading this...

YOU HAVE TO TELL ME!!! I'M GOING INSANE AND CAN'T REALLY FOCUS ON ANYTHING!!!!!!

Happy Boxing Day!

2007-12-26T12:12:00.000-08:00

HI! hope everyone's having a good *insert winter holiday here*
i is talking to two of my bestest friends! Sam and Abbey! deys awesome! deys livin in england...it's boxing day there! happy boxing day! i have 4 friends who live in england! Sam, Abbey, Jocy, and Eliot! Eliot and sam are alot alike and abbey and jocy are alot alike...is cool (fullstop!)! Eliot is....HOT!!!! *sea of drool!* my friend lindsay thinks sammy is hot...lol
yesterday i getted a stuffed monkey dats almost as big as me! is BIG! i heart my monkey!
my brudder is home! he was finally able to roll his window up! don't ask! :)
sammy getted a psp and an ipod...grrr....lucky b-...nevermind...
lol
he says that if and when he comes here...he'll let me play!!! woot!
i needs a nap...even though its only 1:30-ish...i ish tired...:)
well dats enuf psychobabble for now...
wuv yoo all!
me

MyMiniCity

2007-12-20T15:37:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone!
please visit my MiniCity if you have the chance, it is in dire need of population...

Omigod you guys!

2007-12-20T15:18:00.000-08:00

OK there's this guy I like...his name is Ben.
he's got blond hair, blue eyes a gorgeous smile...
I've been in love with him for 3 years...since eighth grade...do the math...
problem:
he knows...i never know how to act around him anymore...he was completely shell shocked when he found out...
I'm asking him to the sweethearts dance in February...it's the valentines day dance...

My RadioBlog...

2007-12-19T19:57:00.000-08:00

yay! my radioblog!

Wilkommen!

2007-12-19T16:38:00.000-08:00

Hallo! Und Wilkommen! Zu dem Psychobabble Smorgasborg! w00t! ok nuff German... i shall be babbling... as you can tell... if you can't... look at the FREAKING TITLE!!! lol ^^ ahem...

I am writing a novel...i might post it on here i might not... don't get overexcited...

mmm funeral potatoes...what was i saying? oh yes... my novel...

I just changed the title two minutes ago...to something more fitting... tis now called... *drumroll* Pursuit of Happiness not like the movie (which i've never seen)

Actually the name came from the quote: "Life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness"

"Life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness" is one of the most famous phrases in the United States Declaration of Independence. These three aspects are listed among the unalienable rights of man.

it's one of the main themes of the book...

i can't write much more because i have to leave soon...I'm going to my best friend's band concert...^^

well...i'll write more later...

much love and Happy *insert winter holiday here*!
^^